take it all away.

HELLO GUYS.

i'm (once again) abandoning the space here and ban jia-ing to LiveJournal (again)!
but then, this page shall remain this way!

http://whatsayme.livejournal.com

see you at the dark side --

waited at M1 for 5hrs to get targazxzxz's iPhone.
the queue was.... terrible.

me first time using my iPhone's camera.
not bad leh for a 2MP camera!

term test is finally over!
yay-yay. paper went quite well though.. but not hoping for a high score.

term break is here! time to ~~holiday~~ start on projects which are due 2 weeks later when school reopens.

& i wonder why do they even call this a term BREAK.

dont like leh.

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was clearing my email junk folder when i came across this mail.

adidas Sundown Marathon 2010 is open for registration (since 3rd Dec)!!!!!
& there's the new 21km category.

ANYONE????
dear? audrey? :(

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

And in the morning we'll wake up & we'll be alright
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel .... like a battlefield

it's the last week of school till term test comes next week. Lucky me only have ONE paper!
One more term and it's byebye TP! See, told you time passes super fast.

I seriously need a printer.

it hurts badly..

so so so so so so badly...

the pain comes in after the anger has subside.

i feel so fucking temperamental these few days due to don't know what shit reason that i feel like flaring up at people all the time.

& yes, i really mean it.
ALL THE TIME.

and school work is still being a pain in the ass.

ARGH.

the workload from school is flowing in one by one & im starting to feel choked.
although i only have like, 4 modules this semester.... but it seems like im taking double the amount.

:( :( :(

15 days of no updated entries! Guess i've pretty much broken my record for not updating my blog in one of the longest period ever. Geez.

School
It's the end of Week 2 of school. Everything's fine so far... I mean, as in terms of the modules and classmates and work schedules etc etc. Just that projects are settling in one by one.. First there's technopreneurship individual assignment, followed by Supply Chain Mngt and CRM(?). But well, it's like the last semester in TP and i'm gonna get through it! And, time is passing even faster due to the short schooling days. I like!

Family
Have been going through quite a rough patch with my family.. Okay not THAT rough just that there are quite a number of disagreements between me and them. Talked to my mum about it and i told her how i felt what i thought and she told me hers too. I agreed to compromise and from there, I hope things will go well or get better :D

Relationship
Targa has been the sweetest guy ever. For the past one month ++, he has been showering me with so much love care and concern till i sometimes wonder whether is this just a dream. I mean, he's really too good to be true. From accompanying me overnight 'cause i was alone, getting me the stuffs i want, giving me a super sweet surprise on the 1st month (despite the failed plan) to giving up most of the things he used to do before we got together... I'm so grateful in getting to know him, in having a chance to be with him and if i did let go of him in the past, i might just hate myself for doing so. I'm not gonna let such a good guy slip through my fingers.
Dear, you need not say things like you wanna make up for the bad stuffs i've went through before or wanting to be my best boyfriend.. 'cause you already are.
iloveyou!

Friends
I'm glad i still have known friends in the same class as me. Despite the past conflicts we used to have, i'm not gonna care so much about it and work hard for this last sem. In a blink of an eye, it's will be 12th February 2010 and that's when we unofficially graduate.
Time passes, damn fast.

okay that's all for now! i wont be surprised if my next entry is in... a month's time?

Timetable for Sem 3.2 is out!

Monday - 10am to 6pm
Tuesday - No School
Wednesday - No School
Thursday - 1pm - 6pm (6pm - 9pm CDS)
Friday - 9am to 1pm

SONG SONG GAO JOO KOON ~~~~~~

still have lots of unglam ones and OBVIOUSLY i won't be posting them out.
SO UGLY.

8 more days till school reopens :( 2 months of holidays gone just like that.
but well, in the blink on an eye, i'm in my final semester already... like, finally. (HAHA)

Looking back, i can still clearly remember how i used to struggle so badly with school. From quitting school in 2006 and ALMOST giving up school for work in early 2008, i'm just glad i managed to get through all those shit and be where i am now.

And now, what frightens me is the path ahead after graduation. My life has always been planned out since birth till now. Primary to Secondary to Polytechnic. Maybe not only mine but everyone else too.

But whatever it is, nothing's gonna bring me down! :D
i'm as tough as KFC chicken breast meat!

watched Phobia 2 just now and i don't find the movie that nice >: okay maybe except for the last one due to the humour. other than that, i think 4Bia is nicer. OH WELL.

thanks baby for the Salvatore Ferragamo <3

Sunshine after the rain :)
i deeply apologise for the past few days.
i know that you've been trying very hard but all i did was to shun away from you.
together we can make this work.

ilu baby.

this space has been left abandoned for quite awhile..
a series of events one after the other. sometimes i wonder whether can i even catch up.

back from genting 3 days ago. as much as how the temperature was damn cooling over there (range from 12deg to 15deg), it was a total bummer when it rained on the whole of second day causing us to stay indoors.. but still, it was a one hell of an experience going out of country with audrey only. more to come!

so while i was trying hard to fall asleep on the day i was back, i received an sms from audrey around 5am telling me that grandma got admitted to hospital. ambulance was called in. wanted to visit her in the afternoon/evening before heading to work but i myself was feeling so terrible i stayed in bed till 8pm. just like this lifeless soul waiting for the day to come whereby the pain will just fade away. pulled myself out of bed and rushed to work.

chinmeng & i were somehow hesitating over a certain issue for long and decided to get it out of us once and for all. it felt kinda sucky breaking such news to a friend but we thought it was for the best. hung around TM & CS after work while waiting for time to pass. & as usual, i was struggling with my food and poor chinmeng had to take in the leftovers. Executed plan A for jeff and headed back to CS to meet up with cm's friend, Ernst, and queued up for Goodwood Park's mooncakes. Took bus 69 back together and waited for my mum & dad at bedok's bus stop and headed to changi general hospital to visit grandma. She wasn't looking good and had difficulty making out her words. What happened was there was hell lots of phlegm stucked in her throat and her heart, causing her to have breathing difficulites. Mum told me that we hoped it wasn't Pneumonia 'cause once it hits elderly people, it's very dangerous which may even result in death.

Headed back home by 3pm+ and went straight to bed 'cause i was way too tired. I got awoken by incoming sms-es at different time intervals. At a point of time when i was totally awake, i fought with myself to get out of bed but didn't want to. All i kept doing was to force myself back to sleep. I didn't wanna get up. I didn't wanna do anything. The feeling was so terrible. At the end, i decided to head out of house and met up with chinmeng and headed to ECP to meet up with the rest that were there for Adeline's bday bbq. Initial plan was just to meet up with Jeff and stay away from the alcohol there but gave in eventually. Drank a cup of mixed beer + Gin&Tonic and by the time i finished that just one cup, i felt even more terrible. Annie asked what was wrong and i almost broke out into tears. The rest left, leaving me cm & jeff. Chatted for awhile more and headed back. Dropped Jeff @ his place and we headed to Tampines. Breakfast @ 824 and took 69 home.

Reached home and mum told me that they requested Grandma to be transferred to SGH and the doctor there said..... grandma has contracted pneumonia. & mum is sick now as well.

I'm so tired now i don't feel like thinking or worrying about anything. My head is still spinning badly from the alcohol consumption just now. Hope i get a good rest and don't get awaken inbetween, feeling sucky over what happened between us.

oookay so it's another 2hrs more before Audrey & me leave home for Genting!
excited excited! the thought of being in Genting in hrs time makes me even MORE excited!!!

so i'm gonna carry on packing my stuffs (which i have been procrastinating since hours ago -.-)
hope i don't miss out anything :D

will be back on Wednesday yo!!!!! :)

my stomach is growling so badly now it feels like there's a war going on in it :<
& i can even consume 1 whole cow now! okay make that 2 :(

BUT, where got people eat before sleeping one??!! SO WRONG CAN.

1 more day to Genting!!!!!!!

i want to be a Genting Permanent Resident. (Y)

it takes me don't know how many hours of work to earn $100 but it took me less than 5hours to spend it all . IF ONLY IT WAS THE OTHER WAY ROUND LOR. fat hope :(

me is went for my very first underarm waxing yesterday at Strip! First leh! When the therapist brought me into the room i was so scared can. The room was so bright with white walls and nothing else except a surgical table (HAHAHAH) and drawer. But it was all over in 5 - 10mins. Chop chop fast fast don't even feel a single thing. (Y)

AND AND i combed 3 Zara shops in town before going back to the 1st one in ION to get the tees that me like many many. Saw a commotion between 2 men and 1 woman outside Wheelock. Like very exciting can! (Think: Love triangle HAHAHA) Got vulgar got pushing got shouting. But audrey don't want accompany me to kpo :(

my head is spinning so badly now it feels like there's an internal disco going on in my mind :(
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!

HEAVEN CAN WAIT UP HIGH IN THE SKY ~

IT'S YOU AND I ~

ooo just 6 more days to the Genting trip! i'm like sooooo badly looking forward to it :(

anyway, life has been dull of late thus resulting in the lack of updates. all that im occupied with is work work work work and work.
& my bio clock rosak again...
bummer x 36456327547632!

time for a break!

outing with Audrey on thursday! Lots of things to be/get done!

lastly,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY LIM YANGPIN!

this picture's specially dedicated to you!

guess you pretty much know the logic behind this picture. hehe!
have a blast on your big day yo! :)