DAY 20

im happy today 'cause i made 2 people happy. HAHA!
firstly, aud my bro & i shared money to buy chris bday present & decided on PS3 Pro Evolution Soccer 2009.
secondly, i bought my bro advanced birthday present and 'm gonna give him later! hope he likes it!


it's the last week of school already
term test is coming the week after & i think im totally screwed for Decan.
a saviour for tracie, anyone? :(


damaged.

DAY 20

this is a super random post as im feeling drop dead sleepy but i can't sleep & im finding something to occupy myself with to freaking tahan the rest of the night.

i only slept for 4hours after i came home from work this morning & went to meet agnes at parkway to jalan jalan & here i am at work, AGAIN!

yknow what, i think im going through one of the best times in my life now. idk why! everything just seem so... right! okay besides the job issue, i think all's purrrrrfect. i have friends to keep me company, things to keep me occupied and an aim to work towards to

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..

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okay after staring at this page for 20mins, i don't know what to blog already.
my brain is freaking dead & im still going for yoga class straight after work later.
oh my tiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

AND WHY AGNES SAY WANT ONLINE BUT NEVER ONLINE.
WHY

i know that at a age like this, im suppose to be matured enough to make decisions for myself.
but why does it seem that im pretty stucked at where i am now?
i talked to my mum awhile ago b4 i came for work & 'm glad that she respected whatever my final decision is however the main problem now is coming up with THE answer.

i don't think i can stay on here any longer.
really.


6.5hrs more to my subway breakfast from PNG CHINMENG!

DAY 18

got my Provisional Driving License already.

Tracie : Eh Agnes! this year countdown at marina bay want to go? jio jieyin junming samirah all go together! :D
Agnes : okay ah ~ can ah~ when is it?
Tracie : -___-

get the joke? if don't then too bad.
HAHA.

DAY 17

2nd post for the day! heh.
agnes & i skipped yoga class today. HOW CAN :(
both of us + samirah were already at parkway yknow!
and we just decided that we should skip yoga today & go eat.
but oh well, it's good in a way. agnes still seems pretty weak from the blood donating.
( i dont wanna end up dragging her home. HAHA )
and me? LOW BLOOD PRESSURE LO :(

all in all, after just 17 days of consecutive gym + yoga classes and a super strict diet (i havent eaten fried food since i-dont-know-when),
mum said my face looks slimmer
jieyin said i look thinner
aud said my thighs look slimmer

9kgs more to go!

okay so here's a list of things that im hoping for :
- to lose more weight + tone up
- Overseas Community Project / Major Project (AGNES KNOWS WHY HAHAHHA)
- term test faster overrrr
- driving lessons soon!
- to see him!!!

okay i go gossip with agnes liao
baibai.

DAY 17

yesterday was a sporty day. haha!

as mentioned, i headed to the gym with audrey and ran for 5km
did weights & stuffs.
headed home to get our badminton rackets and to bedok sports hall as we booked a court for an hour. just 30 mins of badminton, aud & i felt like we were gonna drop dead anytime.
during evening time, my brother suggested badminton! so we went to the badminton court downstairs and played for like, 20mins or so?
and my arms now feel like jelly.

oh well, agnes & i went for the blood donation drive just now but guess what.
I CAN'T DONATE 'CAUSE I GOT LOW BLOOD PRESSURE! :(
all these while whenever i visit the doc and when blood pressure is taken, it's always 130+ or 140
but just now, it was only 93!!!

:(

DAY 16

after 2 years of being in the same class, im starting to see the ugly side of my classmates whom i have never seen before.
just 'cause of MP grouping, everyone starts showing their true colours. how funny.
'good' friends deserting one another.
or people whom you thought are your friends, just start to dump you aside during grouping.
is that what they really mean by true friends?
ain't gonna mention any names here.. it just doesn't sound good.
i just feel glad that none of my close friends turned out this way.
and as mentioned, my MP group is finalized with Jieyin Agnes & Junming!
happy happy :D
just hoping for OCP now :)

heading out to the gym now.
bye peepos!

DAY 15

back home after CDS in the morning
no more MLS lab at 10am, so it means the next class starts at 1 peeam!

oh well, this morning was terrible.. guess it was due to miscommunication on both sides.
but all's well now
i took a cab & rushed down to school.. reached at 8.02am BUT the damn teacher came at 8.15am instead. could have saved money lor! :(


I WANT TO GO FOR OCP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls pls pls pls :(


1 MORE MONTH TO CHRISTMAS!
1 MORE MONTH TO CHRISTMAS!

DAY 13

ahhh i don't have time to blog now but just a mini update!

woke up kinda early today as i had yoga class. I LIKE!
aud & i went to play badminton after that at the badminton court downstairs my place.
but not even 5mins it started to rain. HAHA SAD :(

okay lah i don't want to blog already.
i want faster finish my project research then go watch the chn 8 gala thingy.
NICE, I LIKE!
( i think chn8 got alot alot alot of good looking male stars. esp ELVIN!! )
HAHA! okay i shall let my thoughts wander to somewhere non-existent in front of the tv.

BUY BUY! (byebye)

DAY 11

gonna do this post in point form.

- MP group finalized
- went to Agnes house for the first time today
- went to gym, as usual
- a relative just pass away yesterday night.. (rest in peace, mama)
- I SAW HIM TODAY IN SCHOOL WAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAAAAAA


okay bye.

DAY 10

Mr Lo has informed us to choose our group mates for the Major Project in year3 which is like, in 5 months time. so fast lor!
but now, the difficult part is the forming of groups 'cause there are sooo many of us!
Although the good thing is that we are allowed to have group mates from other classes as well (as long as it's within the BZE cohort), but it is ALSO a bad thing! :(

watched Madasgacar 2 yesterday and i still prefer part 1 though.
Part 2 story line seems pretty short. i don't like :(
but well, lucky me i saved money on it 'cause i watched it the pirated way. HAHA!

it has been 15mins since the start of class and Mr Simon Chu is still sitting in front and not doing anything.
& agnes is beside me laughing at my ytd's blog post regarding the taxi driver.

yoga class later with the girls!
happpppppppppppyzxzxzxzx!

DAY 9

i got many photos to upload but my shit com still cannot on, till now! :(
and i can't upload to my bro's com 'cause i need to install the Nokia PC Suite thingy :((
sad-ed.

anyhoooo, went gym alone just now 'cause everyone wasn't free
aud had project & gonna meet MARCUS later
agnes & sammy had CDS
jieyin had FTT (GOOD LUCK TRACIE BLESS YOU SURE CAN PASS)
can't think of anyone else already. HAHA!
but i think going alone isn't that bad leh considering the fact that i know quite a no. of staffs there already.. all so friendly somemore + at this timing the gym is empty

den while in the locker room, this girl came to talk to me.
she's around my age i think.. chatted for quite awhile had laughters and such.
den while i was leaving, i realised i dunno her name at all. HAHA!
okay if there's fate i believe she & i will meet again AND I WILL ASK FOR HER NAME --

and then it freaking started to pour pigs & cows
& due to the rain, i couldn't buy my papaya from the stall across the road 'cause NO SHELTER :(
and i couldn't cross the overhead bridge to the opp bus stop also!
and and my stomach growling like monster lah!
in the end, yes, i took a cab
assets minus $10 lor :(

i boarded the cab at 5pm (according to my watch time) but i saw the meter, haven't start the 35% peak period surcharge den i bo liao go ask the uncle
Me : Uncle, 5pm le why stil havent start the 35% ar?
Uncle : Your watch and my time here different lah
Me : (Secretly happy cause i thought the meter spoil) ohhhh.
then, the 35% started to reflect on the meter.
Uncle : there there got liao!
Me : :(

aye i think my post very wordy leh
I WANT TO UPLOAD PICS :(

korkor, i know u will read this..
LET ME INSTALL THE NOKIA PC SUITE INTO YOUR COM PLEASEEEEEEE PRETTY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :(


(dashdash)

DAY 8

hot yoga class yesterday was... undescribable.
haha! yes, i can't find the word to describe it.
all i know is that im having serious body aches now.
it's even worse than cardio exercises
this shows how un-flexible i am :(
but it was fun afterall! gonna attend it regularly.
heh!

giving Cotton On's interview today a miss =\
oh well


if you think that everything's fine now,
you're wrong, so wrong.

DAY 7

argh-ed :(
i missed yoga class on sunday 'cause i overslept

actually, there's nothing much for me to update anyway.
life has been pretty the same..
same old routine, same old people.

& in a blink of an eye, it's Monday again :(
Week 5 of school, term test soon >=(

'kay im gonna go prepare & head to school soon
yoga class after school.
whooopees!


that's it man.... that's it.

DAY 4

ahhhh :(
my com's like, totally down.. can't even on it anymore!
but it's okay, at least im not like an online addict like before..
i've more things to occupy myself. quaquaqua.

anyhooo, today's TP CCN day but i didn't attend 'cause i think it's boring.
i hate squeezing through crowds and as ALOT of my friends should know that i HATE crowded places. so i will just skip this.

SO, i will be going over to the gym later with Sammy & jieyin
happy!

for now, gotta prepare & make a trip back to office first.
hoolabalaaa ~

DAY 2

first workout with aud today! :D
spent 2hrs in the gym today & sweat-ed it all out

Max gave me FIVE more free 10 day passes! (which means i have 8 altogether)
people who are interested can inform me & i will be glad to bring you along ~
at least i have a partner too! haha

okay okay im dead beat.
it's raining now & im gonna enjoy my sleep for the night.

goodnights world.


just because you're in a bad mood,
don't freaking take it out on me

DAY 2

im in school now & that's mainly the reason why im blogging now :(
anyhoooo, my com's down and it's turning for the worse.
Need to send in to ICU immediately. HAHA!

hokays i will blog soon yo!

*agnes is sitting beside me now & she's typing very loud. HAHAHHAHA!

DAY 1 (again)
this time, it has officially begun --

i've signed up with True Fitness (previously known as Planet Fitness)
yesss believe it or not, i did.
True Fitness
thanks agnes for accompanying me to parkway just now!
my consultant, Max, brought us around the gym & i was impressed!
the shower room/locker room/steam bath is huge
anyone who wants to go can tell me! 'cause max allows me to bring friends along with me. hehe!

haha we even had mini shopping but i didn't buy anything though.
sammy came to look for us after her CDS :D

chitty chatty awhile before heading home.
happy day!



i've decided to take a step back.

DAY 14

hmmm let's see.
actually there's nothing for me to blog.
hahahaha!
i just blog for the sake of not seeing outdated entries at my page :/

anyway, it's 7.40am & i can go home in 20mins time.
'cause im on 8pm - 8am shift!
early come early go. hehe.


i want nobody, nobody but you *clap clap*
i want nobody, nobody but you *clap clap*

DAY 12.5

watched HSM3 today at e-hub with the girls.
HSM3 totally blew me off.
although i felt that HSM1 & 2 had quite a lot of singing, but HSM3 seems kinda different to me.

& a big thanks to agnes for sending me the songs!
haha!

just finished watching camp rock (again)
hehe!
obviously, it's for the sake of seeing Joe Jonas. teehee.

hokies gonna turn in soon!
meet agnes tmr afternoon for jogging & then slacking.


the game is on.

DAY 12

GOOD MORNING EARTHLINGS!
TGIF YEAAAAAAA!

since it's just early merly in the morning,
there's nothing much for me to blog about..

oh yah. i suddenly thought of this saying that Ms Sim told us yesterday.
"people do what is inspected but not what's expected"
makes sense, yes?!
heh!

okay im going for a movie outing later with the girls.
happy x12415643256132

DAY 11

ahhhh hahahaha!

the freaking stress is over! (for now)
had my MSA peer teaching session today & some commented that i spoke too fast :(
& i almost exceeded the 7mins limit.
Ms Sim practically 'murdered' us in class today during the Q&A session
the questions that she asked were damn tough please.
but oh well. it's done!

Now it's agnes turn :x hehehe!


im soooooooooo gonna have a goody woody nice sleep tonight!
haha.

DAY 10

why when your shorts feels looser, people say it's because your shorts expand.
why won't they say that it's because you lose weight?

AND HOR,

why when your shorts feel tighter, people say it's because you gain weight.
why won't they say that it's because your shorts contract?


okay, MSA is really killing me now.
my peer teaching session is tomorrow & im starting to feel nervous now!
to think that i felt the question i was given is a simple one.
i was so wrong loh! :(
called Ms Sim just now & she said i had to elaborate all the points
like that how to present finish within 10mintues!!
T_T

but NVM! i know it will all be over soon.
tahan!!


okay, after pestering alot of my friends to watch Rec with me due to the high ratings, im finally going to watch it later!!

& because only my bro's comp has MSWord installed, i can't use it for long when he's home :(
i thought of staying overnight at jieyin's place to use her com but dropped the idea.
AND SO, aud will be lending me her lappy for me to use throughout the night!
AUDREY ONG NONOK SAVES TRACIE'S DAY!
(celine's name is CELINE ONG GEMOK)


and lastly,

IM OKAY LAH! aiyoh..
haha!

Day 9.5

& i wonder why do people like to pretend to be someone that they can never be
i've been trying for months but i always fall back to where i picked myself up
it's not about trying, because sometimes your mind & heart just won't work together

this sucks
i thought i was fine, i thought i could be fine.
i was proven oh-so-wrong



be happy my no.1 boy
now, & always will be

DAY 9
(it has been 9 days but things still seem the same -.-)

it's said that life is unfair.
in other words, it means both good & bad things happen to different people at the same time, right?

but why does it seem that i always kena bad things huh
- i have skin that is super sensitive & prone to pimples
- i can never be thin & people are always making fun of me
- my studies suck
- my relationship always fail
- i always have stupid money issues

yes i know certain issues can be under control but why!!
why are others enjoying the good but me with the bad?
there's a god damn problem with me, yes?!


so, tell me, what's next?

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but dont get wrong idea lah.
im not feeling depressed or emo.
just curious. haha!


what makes the one to shake you down ~

DAY 7

hello world! (dashdash)

i successfully sold my OMNIA today for 620bucks.
quite a good deal i should say.
haha!

have u guys ever just felt so happy all of a sudden?
like, you just keep smiling, you feel so problem free & U FEEL AS THOUGH EVERYTHING IS GOING YOUR WAY! :D
okay it may only be a temp thing but who cares!
tracie's a happy girl (now) ~

okay it's monday tomorrow (once again)
& i dislike mondays.
yknow why?
'cause agnes & i violated our break time to have the same class together.
in other words,
NO BREAKS THROUGHOUT ON MONDAY T.T


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if you leave me tonight,
i'll wake up alone
don't tell me i will make it on my own
don't leave me tonight
this heart of stone will sink till it dies
if you leave me tonight

And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.
Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.

from ; Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close, Don't Go

DAY 6

as much as i love my family the way they are now,
sometimes i wish i was born with a fucking silver spoon in my mouth.

i hate money issues.

so what if i have a part time job + allowance from mum?
it's still not enough.
or should i say, it was never enough.
my pay just got in 2 days back & now it's 3/4 lesser.
& mind you, i didn't go shopping nor bought anything for myself.

yes i know im the one at fault cause i've been accumulating bills & stuffs,
but just let me whine, can anot?


the last desperate measure - Sell my OMNIA & get the money since it still can fetch to $600+
& if you are wondering what phone am i gonna use, don't bother asking.
because i don't know either.
or maybe w/o a phone is a better idea.
no phone = no phone bills.


no wonder people say money makes the world goes round.
then i suppose my world was never round-ing :(


just being a little bitchy & grumpy now...



* edited / 4pm
after talking to my brother & mum, im feeling better.
haha!
split personality.

Day 5.5

it's all screwed up.

i seriously hate myself for having such a low level of determination.
i freaking suck at being determined in doing something.

maybe i should just screw this whole god damn life upside down since it won't even make a single difference.



haiz.

Tracie.
31 July
Temasek Polytechnic

Oh, i'm a sucker for humour :D

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