a series of events one after the other. sometimes i wonder whether can i even catch up.
back from genting 3 days ago. as much as how the temperature was damn cooling over there (range from 12deg to 15deg), it was a total bummer when it rained on the whole of second day causing us to stay indoors.. but still, it was a one hell of an experience going out of country with audrey only. more to come!
so while i was trying hard to fall asleep on the day i was back, i received an sms from audrey around 5am telling me that grandma got admitted to hospital. ambulance was called in. wanted to visit her in the afternoon/evening before heading to work but i myself was feeling so terrible i stayed in bed till 8pm. just like this lifeless soul waiting for the day to come whereby the pain will just fade away. pulled myself out of bed and rushed to work.
chinmeng & i were somehow hesitating over a certain issue for long and decided to get it out of us once and for all. it felt kinda sucky breaking such news to a friend but we thought it was for the best. hung around TM & CS after work while waiting for time to pass. & as usual, i was struggling with my food and poor chinmeng had to take in the leftovers. Executed plan A for jeff and headed back to CS to meet up with cm's friend, Ernst, and queued up for Goodwood Park's mooncakes. Took bus 69 back together and waited for my mum & dad at bedok's bus stop and headed to changi general hospital to visit grandma. She wasn't looking good and had difficulty making out her words. What happened was there was hell lots of phlegm stucked in her throat and her heart, causing her to have breathing difficulites. Mum told me that we hoped it wasn't Pneumonia 'cause once it hits elderly people, it's very dangerous which may even result in death.
Headed back home by 3pm+ and went straight to bed 'cause i was way too tired. I got awoken by incoming sms-es at different time intervals. At a point of time when i was totally awake, i fought with myself to get out of bed but didn't want to. All i kept doing was to force myself back to sleep. I didn't wanna get up. I didn't wanna do anything. The feeling was so terrible. At the end, i decided to head out of house and met up with chinmeng and headed to ECP to meet up with the rest that were there for Adeline's bday bbq. Initial plan was just to meet up with Jeff and stay away from the alcohol there but gave in eventually. Drank a cup of mixed beer + Gin&Tonic and by the time i finished that just one cup, i felt even more terrible. Annie asked what was wrong and i almost broke out into tears. The rest left, leaving me cm & jeff. Chatted for awhile more and headed back. Dropped Jeff @ his place and we headed to Tampines. Breakfast @ 824 and took 69 home.
Reached home and mum told me that they requested Grandma to be transferred to SGH and the doctor there said..... grandma has contracted pneumonia. & mum is sick now as well.
I'm so tired now i don't feel like thinking or worrying about anything. My head is still spinning badly from the alcohol consumption just now. Hope i get a good rest and don't get awaken inbetween, feeling sucky over what happened between us.
